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So yah.. my checklist.. this is what its looking like right now..
1. Mike's birthday is June 1st: Got him a couple of gifts not much really.. he deserved better. In all fairness how was I to know The Spirit would be epic fail in disk form? Seriously..
2. Sunrise Mountain STILL needs a MAJOR update & makeover.
3. My first patterns being tested: Still stressing BUT found major error & I think its corrected.
4. Harem doll: DONE
5. Collabs: Still haven't done any busy with Neopets tournie. Don't judge me!
6. Still tired and achy..
I'll try and pop into our chat room here at deviant art but I have been using what computer time I can manage to grab at the tournie.
However... ya know I've honestly, no joke, been very depressed. *sigh* i wasn't even going to say anything but..
I feel compelled to mention... no one seems to have noticed my head has literally sunk lower and lower over time at the dinner table. I hunch over my plate eating slowly, staring at my food. I hardly look up or talk and.. seriously.. its not intentional, I noticed it only just a couple days ago myself, but no one has said anything. Every request is an order and I have no means of escape. I'm not happy.. I'm really not happy.
Maybe its hormonal..
Oh well.. I'll be fine I'm sure. After all you can't expect to be happy being a married adult forced to move in with your parents, one of whom is suffering while wheel chair bound due to MS (with just the one arm she can use & that failing & the pain & the cries late at night.) An angry Father with a lot on his mind .. who's.. disappointed.. very disappointed. With a car to pay off and rent to pay and no money for simple pleasures. Plus what with the anxiety disorder and the unlikelihood of overcoming panic attacks to find a job to better the situation.. yup.. I think anyone would be kind of bummed. *phlebt* Well I'll get over it.. eventually. At least I have a wonderful husband who works hard for the both of us. I just don't know what I'd do without my boo.
A less self involved/depressing side note...
I highly recommend The Dresdon Files as read by James Marsters (Spike from Buffy.) Its EXTREMELY good and much better than the show they made based on the books.
Oh and sorry I haven't submitted anything new in a little while I'm always slow to draw plus I've been busy with the crochet the tournie and ya know.. bummed. I'll post something new as soon as I can. Maybe something ethereal or maybe classical.. I dunno yet..
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1. Mike's birthday is June 1st: Got him a couple of gifts not much really.. he deserved better. In all fairness how was I to know The Spirit would be epic fail in disk form? Seriously..
2. Sunrise Mountain STILL needs a MAJOR update & makeover.
3. My first patterns being tested: Still stressing BUT found major error & I think its corrected.
4. Harem doll: DONE
5. Collabs: Still haven't done any busy with Neopets tournie. Don't judge me!
6. Still tired and achy..
I'll try and pop into our chat room here at deviant art but I have been using what computer time I can manage to grab at the tournie.
However... ya know I've honestly, no joke, been very depressed. *sigh* i wasn't even going to say anything but..
I feel compelled to mention... no one seems to have noticed my head has literally sunk lower and lower over time at the dinner table. I hunch over my plate eating slowly, staring at my food. I hardly look up or talk and.. seriously.. its not intentional, I noticed it only just a couple days ago myself, but no one has said anything. Every request is an order and I have no means of escape. I'm not happy.. I'm really not happy.
Maybe its hormonal..
Oh well.. I'll be fine I'm sure. After all you can't expect to be happy being a married adult forced to move in with your parents, one of whom is suffering while wheel chair bound due to MS (with just the one arm she can use & that failing & the pain & the cries late at night.) An angry Father with a lot on his mind .. who's.. disappointed.. very disappointed. With a car to pay off and rent to pay and no money for simple pleasures. Plus what with the anxiety disorder and the unlikelihood of overcoming panic attacks to find a job to better the situation.. yup.. I think anyone would be kind of bummed. *phlebt* Well I'll get over it.. eventually. At least I have a wonderful husband who works hard for the both of us. I just don't know what I'd do without my boo.
A less self involved/depressing side note...
I highly recommend The Dresdon Files as read by James Marsters (Spike from Buffy.) Its EXTREMELY good and much better than the show they made based on the books.
Oh and sorry I haven't submitted anything new in a little while I'm always slow to draw plus I've been busy with the crochet the tournie and ya know.. bummed. I'll post something new as soon as I can. Maybe something ethereal or maybe classical.. I dunno yet..
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The procrastination continues...
So I'm so far behind on my drawing right now it's pointless to make plans on drawing again. I'm also a little behind on my crochet. I plan on submitting multiple entries in the state fair but I'm not sure I'll be able to finish them all. It's the end of school for my little girl and I've been a little busy with end of school year things.
I promise I'll continue to feel terribly guilty for not doing all the little creative things I genuinely love doing but keep putting off. ;)
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Sooooo.....
How ya' doin'?
Good, good.
So I haven't been drawing AT ALL. I've only been crocheting. And now alot of people are telling me I should try for the Texas State Fair. So... that might be happenin'.. ;)
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Uh-oh.
You know a deviant art page is dying when you keep seeing, "I'm still alive!" posts again and again. lol I've just been so busy making my crochet baby things to try and sell I haven't been drawing at all.
I DO want to keep drawing I just can't keep up right now. Plan to though... ;)
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Supreme laziness...
I've been so incredibly lazy lately. I haven't been able to get myself to draw for some reason. I've been crocheting, so that's something. I don't know if I should post crochet projects I've completed unless I've made the pattern myself. What do you think? I've made several pairs of baby booties. I love making them so much but haven't found a way to sell. (Yes I have an ETSY, its closed due to no money.)
Anywho, I hope everyone else out there is having a more productive week than I'm having! ;)
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